Twice

"Never give an excuse to your self, because you will use it again after you had used it once."

A week after

A week after new years, nothing seems to become better but getting worst... not say that worst, just things not going in a good way, aiks... frustrated... Better not to mention about it.
Yeap... after 3 weeks spending times with buddy, happy times has over... so I am back to assignment life! I think this kind of lifestyle make me more comfortable, instead of everyday wondering what should I do at home.


By pass few days get to know some "interesting" lecturers, hahaha... our dear C&S in malaysia lecturer the 1st impression I get from her is a soft and kindhearted lecturer, ( because she look alike one of my high school teacher, of cause she is kind and good.) but totally 2 different kind of person, she is the 1st lecturer who F the school rules! HAHAHA... however whatever she said has her reason, a lecturer who stay at TOA the longest there must be a reason, what she said... some how I am kinda agree with it, although the way she spoke with student are crossed the bottom line, and I was surprise there is a student quit course because what she said... OMG... whatever she said is how effective is it man?! What she are thinking are out of a normal person who can though about, I think thats something we should learn about it. Coming this 8 weeks we will be forcing to think think think... I guess that could help us a lot.


Another interesting lecturer MR.GARY, I wonder how to describe him.... Cute? humor? handsome? sporting? What I really concern about how can I be like him? or when can I done better than him? The way he spoke and lectured is so attractive, won't feel bored at all and very easy to get humor atmosphere every short while, and I can be as skillful as he did in my presentation... Thank goodness... HAHAHA... will set him as my fighting target. However his lesson is kind of hard for me, or because of my self-consciousness level are too high? Need to lower it down, need to do more self-practice and improve my own self, no matter in mental, knowledge or language... therefore now I trying my best to using english to post every blog, even though there is a lot of broken english, but "broken english is better than no english" mah... according what Gary said. Hehehe...

5 more days to go!

There is 5 more days getting into major, pretty exciting =] nervous as well... Today I went back to college once again, to see my result and get further information for coming semester. Thank thank thank goodness that I didn't failed my subject, YEAH!! But too bad I still have to retake my malaysia history. SAD CASE! But result is better than I expected, didn't get any C anyway, other than MALAY... in another way, the number of A I get also out of my expect, only 1 A.... Aiks!!!

Well.. I'm going to AD0905-2, is that a good plan? I wish it is... below is the time table, if you need it you can take it as you like, at the right hand side, and I post it once at here as well.

http://img85.imageshack.us/img85/8582/timetable.jpg

Avatar

I just watch Avatar today, hmmm... I think should counted as yesterday, since already pass 12 am, this show is really touch me a lot, worth to watch! Although is not 3D but the impact I get is seriously unforgettable.

And over here I wanna share some review to others who not yet watch this show, no matter in story, graphic, technique they used, are gonna give you a big stun. As a design student's view, I wonder how much effort they putted on to making those animation scene, lets say 46 films 1 sec as our dear principle said, and this movie had spend more than 4 years to complete, I'm so respect the animator who has taking part on it, GOOD JOB! Because of you guys, therefore we can watch this kind of high qualities of show.

Personally I really feel that the visual and the graphic is awesome, the environment made me feel like wanna jump into it, its so so nice! Want know how nice is it? go watch then you will know =P. When I in my school, we always heard about we must need to full of imagination! we need to be creative think out of the box, and this show I felt how tiny I am... the show's story, character, culture, character every part of their life, are so creative so hard to imagine! But we could have the chance to experience it through this movie.

I was like watching a fairy tail, love, animation, real, action movie at once! OMG~~ I heard some one said it is nicer than "2012" I wondering is it that nice? But now I can agree with it =] when the end of the story I feel abit sad, although is happy ending. I feel like why this movie cannot be longer? Then I can stay longer at this fantasy world. I'm so gonna miss this movie. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!

Ohya! ps: I very like the few main characters. =]

1 week is over

YEAP, tomorrow is a new week for this semester break,
but seems like didn't really get enough sleep, paiseh... because every night also late sleep
and woke up quite early.

Other than pass few days hang out with high school buddy,
go out yam cha, go cc, shopping and etc...
other days also damn jobless, at home play game, watch movie, surf net, listen music, read comic.... JOBLESS!!
and I didn't touch on my figure yet! shit... 0/6. Although 2 more weeks to go.
need to get reference as soon as possible.
at 1st I though I could do some extra practice and read some books and do self-practice.

BUT!! today is different, because I finish all the game, movie, comic....
I start to do some practical things, I PRACTICE PHOTOSHOP!
long time didn't do so... sad case.
here is the outcome

taking reference from megan fox figure found from google images.

and get the tutorial from 10steps.SG
this a very helpfull website actually help me alot,
and quite admire the founder of this website (Mr.Johnson Koh) from singapore.
I believe I will do as good as he can in very soon future.

hmmm... pass few weeks everyone are quite active in updating their blog, so happening.
seems like a lot things happen during this week.

And... what else...

This morning I check my inbox (after a long time).
why so much forward email, and a lot is is about "GOD".
annoying... but I found a email from Pinky! (one of my lecturer)
touching... she knew that I didn't have a Facebook profile,
therefore send the photo that we took during the last lesson to me,
I think a lot "friends" forgotten, anyway...
Pinky, you make my day =] I will remember what you send to me.

I read this quote in one book.

In different state of life, there will have different friends waiting you,

and there are number of friends will leave you.

is kind of sad... I believe not only, there are many people also get this experience,
however, I will never forget them, although we seldom keep in touch.
memories are still there.

Looking forward in new semester, to meet new friends, and work with new group!

问心无愧

现在是凌晨12点，

刚从7小时睡眠中醒来……

其实真的很不想起身，可是躺在妈妈的床，没办法……要让位

吃了一杯人生当中难得觉得杯面会那么好吃的杯面，

这也难怪，这……可是我24小时里面的第一餐！！惨……

买材料，打印打印……可怜…… 回到家才能吃东西。

经过了几个星期的努力，我们的小组终于赶出我们的costume，

完成了我们的presentation，真的非常非常辛苦大家，

真希望我有能力慰劳下我所有的组员，我这助长真没用。

很多时候其实我知道你们真的很辛苦，因为我自己也是很累，

心里想着，天啊能不能给我头脑停止想下东西，

家里事情又烦，组开会又烦，心灵乏力……

我真的不想摆一副组长的样子出来，可是时间所剩不多

很多时候可以的我真的很想尽量别勉强你们，

但到了必不得已的时候，我要的也是很简单，

到了比不得以的时候请跟我合合作。

我必须以身作则，很多时候我真的真的很不想动，

可是如果我不踏出那一步，后面在跟着我脚步的伙伴，

也会停止不动，要带你们，我只好先走，

但愿可以有人理解。

或许我们无法做到完美，

没错人是没有完美，可是我不喜欢因为这理由，

所以不去尝试达到完美。

但事情过了……更无法更改，

我们总算挨过了。

我不知道你们有没有感受到，

当我们全力以赴后，虽然辛苦……

可是结果出来时，我们问心无愧，我们一定会做得更好！

因为我们已经做我们可以做的，

就算成绩不理想，我们至少一试。

如果我们没有全力以赴，

成绩不好能怨谁？又有什么资格后悔？

但这次的经验让我明白，

身为一个领队的，责任是如此庞大，

我也没想到在history of art 的 final 带队。

本来还以为有机会进阿包那助合作，

没关系应该还有机会。

人生当中没有永远友的朋友，更没有永远的敌人。

所以说人生真的很多事情无法猜测，

但过程和结果掌握在我们手中，

掌握在到底我们有没有去争取过。

因为荣耀不会自己走到你家门前像你敲门。

希望还有机会合作，但下次我真的要退位让贤了。

So cute =]