Playing DOTA all day long,
feel wasting time and decadent, am I?
but thats my only way to abreact, so unhealthy...
what to do? only when concentrate in playing game can give me a breath to stop thinking.
maybe you will thought I'm talking crap, where got so much things to think.
but really, I wonder why am I thinking so much.
people always say there are 2 things will always bothering guy, which is money and relationship.
I'm fine with relationship, because I don't need it YET.
financial problem? not me but my dad,
is not that I disrespect or whatever,
how could an adult, can't take care of his own self?
he is not that old yet, but why? why must always let me worried about him,
worry about... did he get a job? can he cover his spending?
is this the thing I should worried about during this age group?
I'm trying my best to help him, and always keep silent to do whatever I can do, but why?
I really feel tired... really really tired, but I scare to fall in sleep, I scare when I wake up another trouble is waiting me.
complain is helpless,
but silent killing me.
I'm keeping too much of things inside my heart, feel like running away.
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
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