Not just Mémorable

海阔天空

2010-03-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

开心不是必然的，

我珍惜每一刻开心的时候，更感谢上帝所赐的一切，

尽可能的我都会忍，

因为我珍惜身边的朋友，我不想再失去，

可是当我退一步，别人就踏前一步；

不断的容忍，不但得不到体谅，反而被人踩到头上来。

我又应该用什么心态去对待事情呢？

不管怎样，我的底线已经到尽头了。

男人；女人

2010-02-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

男生在21~23岁到30岁之间，正处于努力工作奋斗的时期，也是男生最辛苦的低潮期。

女生在21到30之间，也正是处于最年轻和最美丽的时期，也是女生最多机会的青春期。

如果一位女生肯为了一个男生，把她最美丽的时期陪在你身边，和你度过你最辛苦的低潮期，一起奋斗，她们的付出是我们男生想象不到的。

男生男生~如果你身边真的有如此的一位女生，记得要好好挽留，她们不但付出爱以及时间，还有她们买不回的青春。

2月的一个星期4

2010-02-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

还有两天农历2009就结束了，每一个结束都是另一个起点。
忙碌了几个星期，还真的是够力忙那种，但的确是一个充实的时段。
过往这几个星期，我还真的蛮开心的，认识了很多朋友，一群将会和我一起奋斗多两年的同班同学，还真的需要花多些时间去了解他们。
除此之外，还有机会和一群年轻过我的女生同班，嘿嘿……好像回到中学，毕竟我中学时，我也是班上最老的那一位。
这几个星期更加让我肯定我选对了科目来读，学的东西还真的蛮多，就读TheOne前有谁会想到，设计师竟然还得讨论政治上的问题，连建筑师的基本perspective都能学到，不但如此还得学习演戏~够力~还真的够多选择……不仅不觉自己都学了蛮多东西。
知识上，技巧上，情绪上控制还真的踏进了一大步（值得开香槟YAY~），人类永远都是以本身利益为大前提，换了是我……也会做出自私的选择，所以……没什么好内疚的，怪只能怪自己不够出色。

前两天到了jimui家，还以为可以有人帮帮忙我做perspective，怎么知道interior学生竟然是不会画construction line的！结果……在她家花了几个小时时间聊天，不然我应该已经完成了。话题当中，jimui不停得对我提起方大同~方大同前~方大同后~我还是比较喜欢Jay的R&B旋律。
她告诉我，当你不开心时，听听他的歌，你就会慢慢喜欢上他，我不开心时都是听他的歌的。我听了心里酸了酸~为什么你不开心时你不找我倾诉，而要自己一个人啃在心里？我们以前不是什么都会告诉对方的吗？是你变得不再信任我，还是我变得不再值得信任？不管怎样，我们都会是好jimui。

Unexpected chat =x

2010-01-29T00:11:00.001+08:00

there is a funny girl which never chat with me before,
she asked me am I happy today?
well... I was quite surprise actually, and that little small chatting really make me laugh,
while i suffering in bored night.
after that only she found out I am not the Vincent that she is looking for actually. haha...
and that also remind me about 1 person.
will she find me again? haha... God knew it...

Anyway, seems like the last post was quite a long time ago,
okie, basically my life is pretty well, but there some family issue happened as usual. aiks...
so sad about "as usual" haihs...
this few days I was keep on putting fool on my self,
that's really thank to drama class, because of the drama class, and drama assignment,
all the funny action that I will never gonna do in my life, and I done it! and is not only once....OMG....
but that's another thing that let my self felt Vincent is really changed, which is good, self concious is not that high anymore.
I'm just a simple guy, simple student... will that be better?

Today I get back my last semester drawing final test paper, is totally unexpected mark. Thank Goodness...
I could have a last good memory on drawing class. Haha... =] I will draw more still life painting when I am free. hahaha

GIRLS have to KNOW! written by a GUY

2010-01-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.

That it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

Let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.

Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

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2010-01-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

I always being proud of my self, yes I do, I proud to being vincent.

But overconfident had cause me lost number of precious things in my life.

When I realized I did wrong, very wrong... I wish to have a chance to make an apologize

But sad case is... I don't ever have a chance to speak.

However I won't give up, because time might proven everything.

XX XXXX

2010-01-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

In life we might fail most of the time, we might regret, but regret doesn't help anything.

We ming be upset, we might cried, angry, hate... everything will happen to hold you back.

But as long as you never give up, those thing may help you to become stronger become more tough, we may choose to run away, but you can't run forever. When you choose to face it, thats the time you saw a draw light from sky.

Even though you may failed again, but... be brave to face it again and again.

Because thats life... life are full of challenge.

When I heard those words come from your mouth, my heart seems to be broken.

My mind, my heart, every sence of my body are covered by PAIN.

My mind is blank, speechless, because I know I done wrong.

I tried to explain, but I knew it's just another excuse.

Therefore I accept what you said, because everything is true.

Maybe you might feel better when you spoke it out to me, and thats one thing which can comfort me.

JUST LET IT BE...

Twice

2010-01-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

"Never give an excuse to your self, because you will use it again after you had used it once."

A week after

2010-01-08T01:33:00.000+08:00

A week after new years, nothing seems to become better but getting worst... not say that worst, just things not going in a good way, aiks... frustrated... Better not to mention about it.
Yeap... after 3 weeks spending times with buddy, happy times has over... so I am back to assignment life! I think this kind of lifestyle make me more comfortable, instead of everyday wondering what should I do at home.

By pass few days get to know some "interesting" lecturers, hahaha... our dear C&S in malaysia lecturer the 1st impression I get from her is a soft and kindhearted lecturer, ( because she look alike one of my high school teacher, of cause she is kind and good.) but totally 2 different kind of person, she is the 1st lecturer who F the school rules! HAHAHA... however whatever she said has her reason, a lecturer who stay at TOA the longest there must be a reason, what she said... some how I am kinda agree with it, although the way she spoke with student are crossed the bottom line, and I was surprise there is a student quit course because what she said... OMG... whatever she said is how effective is it man?! What she are thinking are out of a normal person who can though about, I think thats something we should learn about it. Coming this 8 weeks we will be forcing to think think think... I guess that could help us a lot.

Another interesting lecturer MR.GARY, I wonder how to describe him.... Cute? humor? handsome? sporting? What I really concern about how can I be like him? or when can I done better than him? The way he spoke and lectured is so attractive, won't feel bored at all and very easy to get humor atmosphere every short while, and I can be as skillful as he did in my presentation... Thank goodness... HAHAHA... will set him as my fighting target. However his lesson is kind of hard for me, or because of my self-consciousness level are too high? Need to lower it down, need to do more self-practice and improve my own self, no matter in mental, knowledge or language... therefore now I trying my best to using english to post every blog, even though there is a lot of broken english, but "broken english is better than no english" mah... according what Gary said. Hehehe...

5 more days to go!

2009-12-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

There is 5 more days getting into major, pretty exciting =] nervous as well... Today I went back to college once again, to see my result and get further information for coming semester. Thank thank thank goodness that I didn't failed my subject, YEAH!! But too bad I still have to retake my malaysia history. SAD CASE! But result is better than I expected, didn't get any C anyway, other than MALAY... in another way, the number of A I get also out of my expect, only 1 A.... Aiks!!!

Well.. I'm going to AD0905-2, is that a good plan? I wish it is... below is the time table, if you need it you can take it as you like, at the right hand side, and I post it once at here as well.

http://img85.imageshack.us/img85/8582/timetable.jpg

Avatar

2009-12-24T01:34:00.003+08:00

I just watch Avatar today, hmmm... I think should counted as yesterday, since already pass 12 am, this show is really touch me a lot, worth to watch! Although is not 3D but the impact I get is seriously unforgettable.

And over here I wanna share some review to others who not yet watch this show, no matter in story, graphic, technique they used, are gonna give you a big stun. As a design student's view, I wonder how much effort they putted on to making those animation scene, lets say 46 films 1 sec as our dear principle said, and this movie had spend more than 4 years to complete, I'm so respect the animator who has taking part on it, GOOD JOB! Because of you guys, therefore we can watch this kind of high qualities of show.

Personally I really feel that the visual and the graphic is awesome, the environment made me feel like wanna jump into it, its so so nice! Want know how nice is it? go watch then you will know =P. When I in my school, we always heard about we must need to full of imagination! we need to be creative think out of the box, and this show I felt how tiny I am... the show's story, character, culture, character every part of their life, are so creative so hard to imagine! But we could have the chance to experience it through this movie.

I was like watching a fairy tail, love, animation, real, action movie at once! OMG~~ I heard some one said it is nicer than "2012" I wondering is it that nice? But now I can agree with it =] when the end of the story I feel abit sad, although is happy ending. I feel like why this movie cannot be longer? Then I can stay longer at this fantasy world. I'm so gonna miss this movie. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!

Ohya! ps: I very like the few main characters. =]

1 week is over

2009-12-20T21:37:00.006+08:00

YEAP, tomorrow is a new week for this semester break,
but seems like didn't really get enough sleep, paiseh... because every night also late sleep
and woke up quite early.

Other than pass few days hang out with high school buddy,
go out yam cha, go cc, shopping and etc...
other days also damn jobless, at home play game, watch movie, surf net, listen music, read comic.... JOBLESS!!
and I didn't touch on my figure yet! shit... 0/6. Although 2 more weeks to go.
need to get reference as soon as possible.
at 1st I though I could do some extra practice and read some books and do self-practice.

BUT!! today is different, because I finish all the game, movie, comic....
I start to do some practical things, I PRACTICE PHOTOSHOP!
long time didn't do so... sad case.
here is the outcome

taking reference from megan fox figure found from google images.

and get the tutorial from 10steps.SG
this a very helpfull website actually help me alot,
and quite admire the founder of this website (Mr.Johnson Koh) from singapore.
I believe I will do as good as he can in very soon future.

hmmm... pass few weeks everyone are quite active in updating their blog, so happening.
seems like a lot things happen during this week.

And... what else...

This morning I check my inbox (after a long time).
why so much forward email, and a lot is is about "GOD".
annoying... but I found a email from Pinky! (one of my lecturer)
touching... she knew that I didn't have a Facebook profile,
therefore send the photo that we took during the last lesson to me,
I think a lot "friends" forgotten, anyway...
Pinky, you make my day =] I will remember what you send to me.

I read this quote in one book.

In different state of life, there will have different friends waiting you,

and there are number of friends will leave you.

is kind of sad... I believe not only, there are many people also get this experience,
however, I will never forget them, although we seldom keep in touch.
memories are still there.

Looking forward in new semester, to meet new friends, and work with new group!

问心无愧

2009-12-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

现在是凌晨12点，

刚从7小时睡眠中醒来……

其实真的很不想起身，可是躺在妈妈的床，没办法……要让位

吃了一杯人生当中难得觉得杯面会那么好吃的杯面，

这也难怪，这……可是我24小时里面的第一餐！！惨……

买材料，打印打印……可怜…… 回到家才能吃东西。

经过了几个星期的努力，我们的小组终于赶出我们的costume，

完成了我们的presentation，真的非常非常辛苦大家，

真希望我有能力慰劳下我所有的组员，我这助长真没用。

很多时候其实我知道你们真的很辛苦，因为我自己也是很累，

心里想着，天啊能不能给我头脑停止想下东西，

家里事情又烦，组开会又烦，心灵乏力……

我真的不想摆一副组长的样子出来，可是时间所剩不多

很多时候可以的我真的很想尽量别勉强你们，

但到了必不得已的时候，我要的也是很简单，

到了比不得以的时候请跟我合合作。

我必须以身作则，很多时候我真的真的很不想动，

可是如果我不踏出那一步，后面在跟着我脚步的伙伴，

也会停止不动，要带你们，我只好先走，

但愿可以有人理解。

或许我们无法做到完美，

没错人是没有完美，可是我不喜欢因为这理由，

所以不去尝试达到完美。

但事情过了……更无法更改，

我们总算挨过了。

我不知道你们有没有感受到，

当我们全力以赴后，虽然辛苦……

可是结果出来时，我们问心无愧，我们一定会做得更好！

因为我们已经做我们可以做的，

就算成绩不理想，我们至少一试。

如果我们没有全力以赴，

成绩不好能怨谁？又有什么资格后悔？

但这次的经验让我明白，

身为一个领队的，责任是如此庞大，

我也没想到在history of art 的 final 带队。

本来还以为有机会进阿包那助合作，

没关系应该还有机会。

人生当中没有永远友的朋友，更没有永远的敌人。

所以说人生真的很多事情无法猜测，

但过程和结果掌握在我们手中，

掌握在到底我们有没有去争取过。

因为荣耀不会自己走到你家门前像你敲门。

希望还有机会合作，但下次我真的要退位让贤了。

So cute =]

2009-11-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

怀念啊

2009-11-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

今天在McD排队买雪糕时看见一大堆身穿黑白无常衣着并且梳起一刺猬头的青年，
他们的举动让我我不禁笑了~因为我仿佛看见我数年前的影子，呵呵~

沉重的星期五

2009-11-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

星期五，今天应该是一个非常轻松和愉快的一天
可是感觉上并不是那么的如愿以偿……原因我不知道为什么
反而不知不觉竟然带有些沉重的感觉
嘿嘿哈哈，依然在我脸上挂着
因为我知道那是我当时，唯一也是最应该做的事情
比起意志消沉，尝试面对，试了如果不行才放声大哭吧

fui fung fing
哈哈……一个很好笑的语言，的确可以说出心里想却没勇气说的话

Chains

2009-10-31T11:07:00.001+08:00

"how you know that's right?"
"because bible say so"

"how you know words in bible is true?"
"because bible is words of god!"

"how you know what god said is correct?"
"BECAUSE HE IS GOD... so everything he said is correct!"

so... what do you think?

well.. I am not against toward any christians.

你有压力……！我有压力……！你做咩挑引我？？！！

2009-10-30T00:40:00.002+08:00

这经典的对白，突然间在我脑海里浮现，
所以找回这影片，哈哈哈！这两位仁兄……

注意：影片里有许多不雅的语言，但是请注意他们的对白，笑翻！

有事钟无艳，无事夏迎春

2009-10-29T14:43:00.002+08:00

每段感情，不管爱情还是友情，
都需要用心去经营才会深厚，

就像花一样需要施肥才会长得茂盛，
只是用水去维持，也许死不了，
可是一定不会长得壮盛，

感情也是一样，只是用嘴巴空谈，
说时天花龙凤，做时…………哎……
也许这段感情能维持，但决不会坚固。

无奈

2009-10-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

是我以前见的人太少，还是我以前太笨，
离开了中学才发现……
原来这世界上还真多人穿绅士西装戴面具卖鱼

人到了某个阶段，
也许会做一些曾经不认同的事情，
接受一些曾经批评的事情，
和离开一些曾经珍惜的人，
忘记一些曾经感动的回忆。

虽然我不喜欢自己的改变，
但是人在江湖，毕竟还是需要成长。
对于一些会拖累进度的感情，一刀两断……
总比藕断丝连好……

虚假

2009-10-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

别在我不需要你了的时候作出一些无谓关心，我不需要。

SHE IS DAMN COOL!!!

2009-10-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

爸……你何时把手掌还给我？

2009-10-07T20:05:00.003+08:00

上学途中，在988听了一个故事，
让我的心不禁的痛了起来。

加州(State of California)，有一個小女孩大約是4 歲

她的父親买了一台大卡車，她的父親非常喜歡那台卡車

还特别為那台車做全套的保養，以保持卡車的美觀

一天，小女孩拿著硬物在他父親的卡車鈑金上劃下了無數的刮痕
她的父親盛怒之下，用鐵絲把小女孩的手綁起來

然後吊著小女孩的手，讓她站在車庫罰站

當父親想起小女兒在車庫罰站時，已經是4個小時過後了

趕到車庫時，小女孩的手已經被鐵絲綁的血液不通

父親送她到急診室時，医生说必须截去小女孩的手掌

因為，手掌部分的組織已經都壞死，如不截去手掌

她生命是非常危險，甚至可能會危害到小女孩的生命

所以小女孩在毫不知情的情况下就這樣失去了她的一雙手掌了

但是失去双掌的她不懂 .....她不懂到底是發生了什麼事

而她的父親也因為這樣感到萬分的愧疚

過了約两个星期後

小女孩的父親的卡車進廠重新烤漆，又像全新的一樣

當他把卡車開回家後，小女孩看著重新烤漆過的卡車

對著她的父親說

{{Daddy~your truck looking so pretty,same like new truck.}}
<<爸爸! 你的卡車好漂亮唷！看起來就像是新卡車>>

這時小女孩無邪的伸出了她那截斷的雙手，對她的父親說

{{but, when you want put my hand back to me?}}
<<但是你什麼時候要把我的手還給我? >>

你們知道當那位父親聽到小女孩問他的問題時，發生了什麼事嗎 ?
那位父親走进屋里 ...... 吞槍自殺......

很多人在很多时候分不清，或根本不会去分别
到底，身边哪些事情比较重要。
不管是人，事，物。

有些人會花很多錢去建廟，但對自己的親人如鐵公雞…
有些人在外面和言悅色，但對自己的卻家人暴躁如雷…
有些人经常和朋友到处交流，但却不曾花时间在家人身上…
有些人会24小事等候情侣来电，但不曾问候刚放工的父亲…

很多事情我们是有权利去选择，
可是家人是没的选择的。

我从小虽然没什么缺乏，
可是……除了物质上的享受，
我根本不知道什么是去爱，我不会
因为我从感受不到被爱，
甚至有段时期，我恨……家人，朋友，所有的人，事，物

可是时间的流失，身边的人一个一个的离去
让我学会去珍惜，如何先去爱，再要求被爱

珍惜身边的每一个人，特别是家人。
珍惜身边的每一件事，你快乐不是必然的。
珍惜身边的每一件事，你所拥有的其实是一种Bonus。

祝大家中秋节快乐

2009-10-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

月圆人团员，过了接近五年没和爸吃过团圆饭，
今天终于再次有了这个机会，但是依然没机会和爸妈一起团庆。
但我依然开心，而且我并不觉得悲哀，因为我至少还有机会。

反而表哥……去年开始，他已经再没有这样的机会了……
小孩们都开心的玩蜡烛，而他却默默无言的。
望着他……我的心不禁悲痛了起来。

我绝对不会让我的下一代受如此的痛苦。

是时候结婚lo~

2009-09-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

最近真的是结婚的佳节叻~
可惜我还是单身不然我一定去凑热闹，嘿嘿
上一年某人对我说过：“小弟弟，到了某个年龄你就会陆陆续续看见身边某些认识的人逐渐离去。”
那瞬间我真的突然感触~人生啊~
与其去想，然而觉得到了某个年龄身边的某某人都陆陆续续的结婚了，反而有种更幸福的感觉。

纯粹太无聊

2009-09-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

♥ 個人題

01 你叫什么：彭文胜 Vincent Phang
02 你的綽號：Di di ==?
03 你的血型：不知道
04 你的星座：巨蟹
05 你是男還是女: 男
06 你几岁： 19
07 你住哪裡: Sungai besi
08 學校：The One Academy
09 你有沒有手機：有
10 承上，那是多少： 1
♥ 朋友題

11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 如果只限一个，那一定是我自己
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: 昨天，前天，大前天的我

♥ 情題

21 你有沒有喜欢的人：沒有
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：1 可爱的回忆
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： 4
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友： 2 对不起
27 現在有另一半吗: 沒有
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样："thank you bro, we are friend forever" *hug...*
29 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗：没可能，她不是这种人，是的话，就不是我的初恋
30 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人：现在没有喜欢的人
31 你和另一半牵手过吗：有
32 你和另一半抱或亲过吗: 有
33 你跟异性牵手过吗: 有
34 是谁，你们什么关系：朋友，带她过马路
35 现在有人在追你吗：这问题非常好，谁能告诉我

♥ 混合題

36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会怎样：“aiks...又多一个人走宝了”
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会 : 心如刀割...but... what to do?
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会：一样对他喜新厌旧
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗：不会
40 你上课認真吗：最近很不认真
41 你功課好不好：还好
42 你开电脑都在干嘛 : 干电脑能干的东西
43 你的即时通有多少个同性：多咯……
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：多到……

♥ 兇手題

45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁：无意间在Yuki blog 发现的
46 这個人對你好不好：不认识
47 這個人是你的誰：不认识
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗：没
49 你们认识多久了：刚认识
50 這個人是怎样的人：第一印象，直接
51 这个人正／帥吗：正
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：不曾
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办：就喜欢lo

♥ 聯想題

56 說到正妹你会想到谁：Maggie Q
57 說到帥哥你会想到谁：言承旭
58說到憨你会想到谁：Cherie
59 說到痴你会想到谁： Sam
60 說到暗恋你会想到谁：初恋
61 說到出去玩你会想到谁：很多
62 說到聪明你会想到谁： Jasmine
64 說到笑点低你会想到谁： Jamie!
65 說到愛笑你会想到谁： BAO!

♥ 學校題

66 你的班导是谁：我班有班导吗？
67 你的座位是第几排第几个： random
68 你最喜欢的老師是谁：assignment 少的老师
70 你的英文好吗：還好
71 你的体育好吗：還好
72 你的数学好么: 還好
73 你喜不喜欢你的校长：尊重
74 你的学校好看吗：有待改进，哈哈
75 你的班級是： CD0905-4
76 你的班級在几楼：好多班叻

填后感：让我想一了些不曾去想过的问题，和……蛮无聊的，因为我也是太无聊了。

爱一个人就因该让她得到幸福

2009-09-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

就不知道为什么突然间手指很想打字。

过了一段很懒的时期，
没准是做assignment，睡觉睡到迟迟……糟了……
这种习惯只会越来越严重必须尽早处理，
最近发现自己没那么大火了，让我联想到是不是因为没打Dota，
骂人次数少了，火气也开始降了，Dota真的害人不浅，

前阵子，到了不知三姑呢还是六婆的七十大寿，
其实人有机会活到老，毕竟真的是件很难得的事，我能有70岁吗？
我不贪心，我只想有机会看到我的曾孙出世就心满意足了，
因为自己的曾祖母还活着，真希望能像她一样4代同堂，拖着自己的老伴……多么的幸福啊……
话说回到七十大寿，当天真的很难得，
一个酒楼里，竟然有3对情侣结婚，多么的夸张。
其实那“喜来登”酒楼，从小就去到不去了，
每次都是看着大人喝酒，真的讨厌，
5年前搬了后就没再去了，
5年光阴，当天再次去到，感触真的很深。
除了因为重游旧地，很怀念以外，
看见3对情侣结婚，真的为他们感到非常的开心。
祝福你们。

还有……我剪了头发呃……
其实标题和内容没什么关联，
只是想不到标题罢了。

Tired... so so tired

2009-09-05T02:18:00.000+08:00

Playing DOTA all day long,
feel wasting time and decadent, am I?
but thats my only way to abreact, so unhealthy...
what to do? only when concentrate in playing game can give me a breath to stop thinking.
maybe you will thought I'm talking crap, where got so much things to think.
but really, I wonder why am I thinking so much.
people always say there are 2 things will always bothering guy, which is money and relationship.
I'm fine with relationship, because I don't need it YET.
financial problem? not me but my dad,
is not that I disrespect or whatever,
how could an adult, can't take care of his own self?
he is not that old yet, but why? why must always let me worried about him,
worry about... did he get a job? can he cover his spending?
is this the thing I should worried about during this age group?
I'm trying my best to help him, and always keep silent to do whatever I can do, but why?
I really feel tired... really really tired, but I scare to fall in sleep, I scare when I wake up another trouble is waiting me.

complain is helpless,
but silent killing me.
I'm keeping too much of things inside my heart, feel like running away.

Suddently

2009-09-03T22:20:00.006+08:00

Failure awaken me;
Cruel fact strengthen me,
I'm sad, BUT I'm fine! *=]* I mean my words.
& thanks for caring.

Thought

2009-09-02T20:15:00.008+08:00

Article below is I found at johnson's blog, it's so nice and it touched me. pls inform me if copyright belongs to someone else. And I try my best to translate a chinese version, mayb abit different. *xP*
before you going to read this article, please do me a favour, think about this question, especially for those who have beloved.
"if the following month is the last month in your life which can stay beside him/her and love her/him, how would you spend this 30days with your beloved?"
I will marry with her and have honey moon trip, dun laugh! seriously... *hehe* but it's just "if and only if"

Daniel: "I guess we are the left overs in this world."

丹尼尔：“我想我们是世界上唯一被忽略的。”

Jasmine: "I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives."

莉：“也许吧，我的朋友们都已经有了交往对象，而我们俩却没有任何心爱的另一半。”

Daniel: "Yup! I don't know what to do."

丹尼尔：“对啊！我真的不知如何是好。”

Jasmine: "I know! We'll play a game."

莉：“我懂了！不如我们来玩个游戏吧。”

Daniel: "What game?"

丹尼尔：“游戏？”

Jasmine: "I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend."

莉：“在这30天以内，我会做你的女朋友，而你就做我的男朋友。”

Daniel: "That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..."

丹尼尔：“这点子的确不错哦，反正最近我也没什么活动……”

DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

第1天，他们第一次一起去看电影，而被这部浪漫的影片所感动。

DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

第4天，他们在海边野餐以及共度了一段美好的时光。

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

第12天，丹尼尔邀请了莉到马戏团，他们进了鬼屋里……在里面莉受惊打算抓着丹尼尔的手，可是意外的她抓错别人了，他们不禁笑了起来。

DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

第14天，他们遇见一位算命先生，他们问了他们的未来。算命先生说：“亲爱的，别浪费了你们活着的时间，一起快乐的度过吧。”而他的眼泪落了下来。

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

第20天，莉邀请丹尼尔到了山顶，在哪他们看到了流星，莉默默的许了愿。

DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

第28天，当他们乘坐巴士时，因为马路凹凸不平的关系，莉意外的把初吻给了丹尼尔。

DAY 29:11:37 pm - Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

到了第29天11时37分，他们到了当初他们决定玩这游戏的公园。

Daniel: "I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..."

丹尼尔：“好累哦……你要喝些什么吗？我去买给你吧。”

Jasmine: "Apple juice would be fine,thanks."

莉：“我想要苹果汁，谢谢。”

Daniel: "Wait for me..."

丹尼尔：“等我……”

20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

20分钟后……一个陌生人来到莉的面前。

Stranger: "Are you a friend of Daniel?"

陌生人问到：“你是丹尼尔的朋友吗？”

Jasmine: "Yes, why? What happened?"

莉：“是的，怎么了？发生什么事？”

Stranger: "A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital."

陌生人说：“他被一个鲁莽的醉酒司机撞倒，现在在医院非常危急。”

11:57pm - The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

当11时57分，医生从急救室走了出来，手里拿着一瓶苹果汁和一张小子条给了莉。

Doctor: "We found this in Daniel's pocket."

医生说：“我们在丹尼尔的口袋里找到的。”

Jasmine read the letter which says:"Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of mylife. I love you, Jasmine..."

字条里写着：“莉，在这些日子里面，当我们在玩这游戏时，我发现你真得非常的可爱和我真的喜欢上你了……喜欢你的笑容……喜欢上你的全部……在这游戏结束前，我想你成为我这一辈子的女朋友。莉……我爱你……”

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted:"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me!!" Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

莉紧握着字条呐喊：“丹尼尔！我不要你死……我爱你……还记得当晚我们遇到流星时，我默默的许了一个愿望……我希望我们可以永远在一起，这游戏永远都不会结束。丹尼尔，别离开我……我爱你，你不能这样对我！！”当时针到达12点正时，丹尼尔心脏停止了跳动，而刚巧那就是第30天。

Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals ofeverlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here.

Today is National day??

2009-08-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

1 more weeks to go, have no motivate to work on assignment,
must it be around the corner only will work hard, like that then really "sei lor"... *=_-*
but not a problem to complete 2 pieces of portrait within 1 week time.
can't believe last night I can just staring at other people's blog for fews hours until midnight, actually is quite interesting *xP*.
Not just reading at their blog but also modified my blog. See now so nice d, haha! is not easy wan okay... *=P*

today is national day wor... but really alot different with last time, without all those noisy plain flying around and pratice, and kinda less advertisment about national day, annoying when watching tv programs. Is alot better not to was so much of money to doing so much of unnecessary thing. kakaka *XD*

As a malaysian, Happy BIRTHDAY to MALAYSIA *=]*

Sharing

2009-08-29T11:55:00.005+08:00

Kinda tired, didn't sleep well... *=_-*

Found out a nice email to share, but erase off some unnecessary things like...
"if you don't forward to others, you will get bad luck bla bla bla..." haha *xP* whatever la,
here they are.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector (hey this is me *=P*)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

I'm fine =]

2009-08-27T23:28:00.005+08:00

Night... always the hardest time to pass.
memory flashing inside my mind.

Thank you Ira! using such a "special way" to comfort me, even though I always bully you *=P*, it's a blessing from God to have a group of friends like this. And forgive me not really know how to appreciate during highschool.

Holiday mood, assignment progress still far away from my target. BUT! I believe I can do it! and I'm not as worst as I thought I'm, still have alot ppl slower than me! hahaha *=P*

Learning how to view something in different perspective.

Back

2009-08-27T00:44:00.005+08:00

Missing pretty long time, business man is just kind of busy wan la what to do? *=]* No la, actually is because my previous ID having some error:@#$%^&* dunno why just can't log in. Mean I lost my blog *T_T* so so so much things happen between this few months, impossible to recap everything.

But it's really a hard period in my life *aiks...* not because of college life, college life is full fill my life style *=]* but gone through so much of sad things, deep inside my heart, silent is the best way for me to recover. I know sometimes, things keep inside heart doesn't help, and it's also kinda suffer actually, who dunno... but can't say means can't say, and... what I'm going through now actually not that worst *=]* must have possitive thinking, taiwan have many people is even worst than me. God bless them.

Know what? never tot that i'll miss college so much, like I miss my highschool, everyone is so enjoy their holiday, but why me??! is kind of enjoy during first semester, see so much different type of "special people" from other planet *==*, really need to work hard for my future, alot more for me to improve, I can do it *=]* this 3 weeks semester break is long enough for me to die shouting... *OMG!!* what a boring holiday, this holiday the only best things is for me to meet up with my previous schoolmate, MISS them alot *=]* , is my honor to having such a buddy in my lifetime actually.

Details keep in mind.

I'll be back *=]*